ok...wats my mother doing..?! she rewarding mi a princess diary's book 2 becoz i read book 1 already...i requested dis to her as my MATHS REWARD...and i asked her abt my class reward...and she sae book 3...! wat the heck..ok...hope she's not serious...and she wants mi to get 1ST AGAIN at the end year exam..! then i could get any handphone i wan...yes...IT'S ANY HANDPHONE I WAN...! ok...so now..i got to studi REAL HARD for tt handphone...ok...went for mathodist walk todae and was walking ONE whole big round and back to ACJC when the distance could be MUCH MUCH shorter if we just cross the road...so pathetic..ok..i dun gif a damn abt it...zelia came to my hse todae..! and we were playing and playing and toking and then went to LLL to plae bball...ok...as WE noe tt our standard is like so low...so we did not go to any court wif ppl and NONE of the court is empty..! so we went to eat ice-cream at the plaeground and zelia was sliding down the slide..ok..i did too...and realise it was STUPID OF MI! ok...den we walk back...and we saw a malay guy on the stairs...and i was bouncing the ball..so we walk walk and walk..and tt malay guy was walking behind us...! i mean its real scary...we walk till where...he follows..and i was thinking if he's a molester or rapist...so we went to the bball court and there was an empty court...so we plae...and tt malay guy came towards us and said we were making fun of his words...he said tt he was toking on the phone when he said "ya...rite..ya..ya" and we were making fun by saying"wu...ah..wu..ah" wat rubbish he toking lor...?! so zelia was scared...and i was like normal...i told him tt we didnt even noe he was on the phone and didnt even sae anything when we past by there...and he was like telling us a whole load of manners and being rude to make fun of ppl's words thingy...ok..i got real irritated and i interupted by saying.."i can confirm YOU TT WE DIDNT SAE ANYTHING.>!" so he kept quiet and sae..realli? and walk off...he actualli asked mi to smile becoz i was putting on dis long long face...ok...hu cares abt tt bloody idoit...i mean...we alreadi said tt we didt=nt sae anything and he was still saying like as if its OUR FAULT...ok..then me and zelia contiuned playing bball and went home...so tired...!
ok..todae i am SUPER DUPER HAPPI...i mean seriouly...I GOT 1ST IN CLASS!!! haha..i never got first in class b4...so now was kindda happi....haha...YEAH!
ok...NOBODI is gonna spoil my mood...even my damn sister who dao mi when i got top in class...haha...nobodi gonna spoil my mood..but i gonna spoil other ppl...by making dem happi...ok....i am happi...i am happi...i am happi...i am happi...i am happi...i am happi...i am happi...i am happi...i am happi...i am happi...i am happi...i am happi...
I AM HAPPI!!! XD XD XD
erm...todae is such a boring dae...went sku do nth..i mean..ya..onli playing cards and listening to music...so boring..then went recess and go back to class..plae a few game of "thai di" then ms chua came...and we were like doing our maths file...copy dis and tt..and she gave us a badge...real cool and nice...luv tt...TAHNKS MS CHUA..!and then came our SCi chem teacher...its was so boring..she is lke indirectly telling us to do all the filing by ourselves...haha..lucky mi..i did all the work at home liao...! ahh...mu mum actualli forgot all abt the meet-the parent session and i got to call my form teacher...haiz..never mind..i knew she would forget..she wont rmb anything she is suppose to do FOR MI and dis inclued my SIN card..i think i lost my hp for at least 1 mth alreadi and she still haven got it back FOR MI! ugh..!
PLS TAKE THE TIME TO READ DIS..COZ U WILL GET TO NOE THE WORLD OF IT...
ok..todae i wAS like SUPER DUPER pissed wif shamini...ok...it all happen like dis...:
we r having dis quiz...and the winner will set the 4-feet for the losers...and we r in team of 4...and our and another group lose...so we got to do 4-feet...and u noe..she has been calling ur.."the loser team.." or "the losers"...wa kao..dis pissed mi off alreadi..dere's still more! so..our punishment is to make the sound of any one animal INFRONT OF THE CLASS...its so malu-ing...! so..we one by one go..and my poor JOelle sae 'MEOW" so mani times and finally can be released...and poor Valerie...the way she sae is PERFECTLY OK..but the miss shamini doesnt like it...so Valerie got to stand aside..then everyone said.."i stand wif her..." when their turn came..and Xing Xian is quite smart to make the sound of a cow...so she was like 'moooo.....' and she's aso released..so dere'd left...Tania...Melissa...Gwynna..Me...(all these in my group)Hui Leng and Valerie...i aso said i wan to join valerie..so when i go and everybodi go tt group...she said tt I WILL BE THE FIRST TO SAE...so NO USE GOING to join wif Valerie..and i was thinking wat sound to make and i kept quiet..i told her i wanted to make the sound of orang-utan...fish(coz they dun make sound..its easier)..frog..cow..bird..and alot of animals...but she rejected them!! and then i started to make alot of sound...sound of sheep...cow...and bird...and she sae.."do until i sae stop.." WA KAO... WATS HER PROBLEM?! so i DIDNT make any sound and soon..everibodi left becoz dey made the rite sound...and Hui Leng was wif mi..although she made the sound alreadi...becoz she was caught toking..and i was making alot of sound..and she asked mi to make the SOUND OF A DOG!!...ok...dis part..i shant tok abt it...second part...
after i was released...i went to the hall...coz i thought there would be music..and when i got dere...EVERIONE was starring and mi..coz they r doing reheasal...! UGH...! so i went back to class...i got to class...dis is where and when i vent my anger...i..instead of walking to my seat and put my things properly...i threw it on the table which landed on the floor..and walk on Lai Theng table's to get to my table becoz one group of dem are blocking my wae...and i picked up my pencil case and book and threw it on the table and dis part..I REALLI CANNOT STAND IT...SO I CRIED...i cry becoz i lost pride to dis IT teacher...and soon..i stopped crying coz i was console by mani ppl...dis inclue..[wynne my dear]..[joelle my nuer]..[sijin my mei]...[gwynna my mei] and mani more..i mean...i am realli veri pissed... after tt...i wen tto the toilet wif wynne and washed my face tie my hair...and i went back to class...I'M STILL VERI PISSED! and dis stupid chair is just blocking my way..wifout thinking i might hurt my frend...(which i didnt)i just threw it aside and walk to my table...haha...dis part is the real COOL part when i vent my anger...can u belif it..?! i just threw the table aside and later fetch it back wif dis veri loud sound...haha...the whole class was looking and i was still veri pissed lah...so i was like.."stop looking lah..!" and Hui Ying asked mi..." are u ok..?" and i answered her in dis veri angry tone of voice..."do i look ok to u..?"..."no.."..."then still ask.." and she kept quiet...so..i wan to aplogise to her becoz i was realli pissed..didnt mean to shout at u...so sorri...ok..so time passes and i felt better...and its mrs tee lesson..(my TIME to complain)..!i didnt tell her at once...i waited..and she was letting us watch dis film while she call ppl out so she can tok to dem...and the film is super boring except for tt part where a skeleton appear which shock everybodi...so everione was playing wif cards and sleeping...looking so xian and hoping the film would end soon...and ITS MY TURN...and dunno wat the class was thinking...was clapping for mi...(becoz i said i would complain alot abt miss shamini to mrs tee...) and i went out..and mrs tee asked mi abt miss shamini..and i told her all abt it and we tok quite a long time...abt my profiling and miss shamini lah...(mrs tee new it becoz sum of my classmate complain to her b4 tt..) and she answered tt she will check it out...and finally..i went for trng and went home...(trng is super tiring...doing 10 sets of running down slowly and up quickly...) ok...rote so long liao...not gonna rite anymore...just hope tt u ppl would gif mi comment abt miss shamini..thanks...xD
THANKS WYNN FOR TAKING THE TIME AND EFFORT TO SEND MI THE PICTURES FRM THE DIGI CAM...!
haha...me and wynn and gwynna were like taking pictures in class...and wynn's bro took sum frm the cam...and noe wat...? her bro took 6 pictures...and out of the 6...5 of which has gwynna's face...me and wynn thinks that HE like SHE...haha...coz the main "character" suppose to be mi and wynn and he took all gwynna's pic...so funni..haiz..todae in class is super duper boring..no tuition too...dunno if its a happi or unhappi thing...coz i wan to go out..and when i go out..i spent money like water..! Mrs Ong taught us to do mind-mapping and my mind map was like...leaf vein? tributeries of rivers? or even the MRT lines...haha...ok..got to help that STUPID KARYN to do her blog...and my things too..haha...:D
yeah!! haha..finally finish my blog without any problems...haha...so happi...still got music one...xD...hmmm..got back my result for mid-year...was quite happi wif it becoz i didnt fail anyu subject...yeah..here r my marks..
English [56.9] [C5]
Art [67.5] [B3]
Chinese [66.4] [B3]
Home econ [71.0] [A2]
Literature [72.0] [A2]
Maths [79.5] [A1]
Geography [64.0] [B4]
Science [75.0] [A1]
yupX...haha...was quite happi for all except for the STUPID IDOIT ENGLISH! hate english..if i were the prime minister...i would set a rule saying..."no one is to learn english.." but can speak lah...haha...its super boring todae...using the com for the whole dae to change my blog coz i tink the previous one is super ugly and childish...haha...at least dis new one is better...wif music too...x) hmmm..thanks for thise hu tell me u mean alot to me and would be dere for mi when i'm lonely...THANKS..
when i feel happi, dere's no one to share it wif me...
when i feel sad, dere's no one to console me...
when i feel excited, dere's no one for mi to jump wif...
when i fall down, dere's no one to pick mi up...
when i bake extra 1 biscult, dere's no one i can gif...
when i wan look for happiness, dere no one to gif mi...
when i had difficulties, dere's no one to help me solve...
when i am hungry, dere's no one to help mi apply medicine on it...
when i had a fever, dere's no one to help me change the wet towels...
when i am late for sku, dere's no one to fetch me...
when my back itch, dere's no one to help me sratch...
when my leg broke, dere's no one to bring mi to the hospital..
becoz i leave in a dungeon... a dark and cold dungeon
...wif no one dere for mi...no one at all... wat i hope for is sumone behind the dungeon hu cares abt me or sumone to get mi out of here...i am...
THANK YOU...
MING YING (my daddi)....for the round round thing....(dunno wats tt call lah)...realli love that..I still rmb u like tt hp chain...tt time we saw at J* one...next time i see i buy for u, k? wanted to help u buy long ago..but didnt haf the chance to go there...next time trng tell me which one u like ok? hehe...(if i brought alot of money...) x)
FAITH..TANIA..MELISSA......for combining money to get my dis wrist rest...haha...love that alot too...thanks...x)
NIGEL...XIANBIN......for the present..love the soft toy...x)
CHARISSA...for ur card...its so nice...the decoration and all...x)
*if i forgot put ur name...SO SORRI...just rite in my taggie board...i will rite de...x)*
hmm...was suppose to ask sumbodi a question but i practically forget?! die...ah ya...tml then ask lah...got my profiling result back...one of them was the " PEER ACADEMIC INFLUENCE"...and it means that dunno lah...means tt i will be sucessful woman...ya...the class doing the survey... my score was like 63%...and its good..haha...and i am a audio learner...means that i can learn better when i listen then see pictures and can put images in my mind...haha...zia man...x)
SATURDAE - ok..another boring dae...when for english tuition..SANY again...unlucky..haha..i suan him again! i said realli loud tt hos teeth wasnt straight and he said "but my mind is straight"...den i was like watever lor..he straight?! MY FOOT AH! he's not straight in mind lor... a big sissy and part time gay still sae straight...anywae..his class just sux lor... after his lesson...mi and eve went to mini toons and bought things lah..i bought nail thingy ah...and went home..*forgot wat happen after tt...skip to sundae*
SUNDAE - erm..wat actualli happened..?oh ya...my mum is back frm malaysia around 6 in the evening....mi and wynn went to exercise at 0530...i was roller-blading and she was cycling...i wanted to rollerblade round the field but WYNN DOSENT WAN TO!! *for sum reason for YOU to find out* but i managed/finally/able to persue her to go one round after she called mi DESPO...watever lor.. call her dearie,ME a despo?! cant be bothered...and around 0600...i went jogging and sort of pang sei-ed wynn..she went home...and i went jogging..jogged around 5 rounds...after tt..i asked wynn out to walk wif mi rounds... and we walk ONE round onli...her mum called her to asked her brother(at the field) home..so she walked to the soccer field dere and everyone was like resting after they played and ready to go home...didnt saw her bro,keith at first but after we walked for 'another while'..we saw him and WYNN's CRUSH! shant sae hu izit...live NEAR mi..haha.. indirectly saying..if her crush happen to see my blog..*which is impossible* i will definately,surely,must be died...haha..but wynn's always proud of her crushes...she malu-ed mi!! she saw keith walking infront and i tink she suddenly got mad cow dieseas...she told her bro dis.."keith..noe wat?jessica crush ?????? *whoever dis guy is lah*.." and i was like " yaya...how u noe one..? i crush him leh..." *didnt noe tt the ????? was infront* and den wynn shouted to the ?????? "oi! jessica crush u leh..." den i was like watever lor...and den i shouted back... "wynn crush alvin!" and she came chasing mi...haha...hu ask her malu mi...ok... went home and bath and helped my mum to pack thing..eat dinner and sleep..!
MONDAE - went to sku..and got back my lit and english test mark.. i passed my english!! yeah..haha...and my lit like dunno 3rd or 4th in class...i didnt study for lit!! whole dae studying for my history instead...and sara tang got first! why she so smart...tink she gonna snatched my first position in class liao...die..die..haiz...anywae...i'm like suppose to stay back for maths to check my CA term 3 marks and my common test mark...but..i gotta go to the temple to pray for my past faher..was rushing frm sku to temple...den to my mum's store to pray again and den finally home...once i reach home which is around 4-5p.m...i straight away went to sleep...haha... too tired and woke up around 0800...*didnt noe teachers' dae was on wed and tmr is teachers' dae celebration*
TUESDAE - haha..todae was like aces dae and teachers' dae..? ok..i didnt noe..watever..aces dae...doing stupid workout and real stupid...but i tink is quite fun but is still stupid!! and my class realli sux...they dun even wanna move to the front to sit and dunno why the prefect keep calling our group to go infront..she's always agaist us...last time aso..cant be bothered...and teacher saw mi and mi and wynn sat infront...haha..but we so nutty..went to the back later and everyone infront blamed us for moving back...but i cant be bothered as the class is selfish..i no longer feel a class is a class...our class is the broken class...anywae..after the workout was the teachers' dae performance and the first group was my mama's one..!! LIM YUNLU was wearing a skirt...and my mum is always the chio-est bu...haha..she look good in skirt...haha...she dancing wif tanny and i tink look like her wife..haha..cbb too..and follow follow follow the groups...haha...the performance was ok lah..onli sum acting were too boring but i tink the dance is damn shiok..mi wanna learn! ok..fine..i noe the whole earth would crack if i ever jump..but miss shamini worse..the whole earth seperate!! haha..mi..joelle..wynn..zelia and valerie was like playin in the hall during performance wif amanda too..DARLING AMANDA...haha..and wynn and amanda almost make a 'ba-lu-ku' at my last finger and is inside the nail..so disgusting...and is like damn pain after they press but when they press tt time..is not pain...and we trick each other using all kinds of tricks...damn funni...hmmm..performance over..went home and bath,eat, use com and went to the bank wif my sis...i got a new atm card which makes mi haf 2 now...one i paid for $5 and another one is a refund card? ya...coz the other time my card is stucked inside the atm machine and they took it away so now they gif mi another one...ok...i was at the bus-stop wif my sis until suhadra called mi and said tt herman sae my mother everydae go out gamble and i damn poor...and i said "tell him his father is geylang chicken and put down the phone..so mi and my sis is damn angry and i sms suhadra instead..."ask him wats his prob lah...not happi cum and scold mi and fight lah..if i am poor ..he's a beggar lah..and he care so much abt my mother ah..help mi thank him for caring for my mum..but my mum cant be bothered wif him...ask him anything not happi can cum de...mi and my sis will plae wif him.."haha..and suhadra called mi, herman snatched the phone and called mi "bitch" so i was like "bastard lah" and b4 tt he still sae he is my good frend and i am his good frend..?! pls lor..haf him as a frend will unlucky 1000yrs...die liao aso no coffin...so mi and my sis after tt went to serangoon bank for my new card to activate and tt damn gal dun wanna help mi..she ask mi ownsef go to the atm machine change the pin number..i tried like 15 mins but still cannot...haiz..so got to use the other card..cannot use the card wif my name on it...onli can use the other one...SAD.. so i used the atm card wifout my name and wifdraw $20..just to return my sis...after tt...we were abt to go heartland to change our RM to sing dollars...ok..suhadra called again and sae herman wanna solo wif mi becoz his gang dun wanna help him...oh god! i tink he dun even haf a gang lor...still over dere kao bei so much...since he wanna fight..den fight lor..solo wif me? and he still wanna mit mi at the big field dere...ask him go eat shit lah...go heartland fight wif him good enuff liao still wan mi go here go der becoz of him..?! pls lor...ok...mi and my sis on the way to heartland liao..and when we reached heartland entrance dere...i saw suhadra and 3 of his frend and herman the last one to cum out...look so scared...den i went "oi! u kao bei abt my mother for wat?" haha..he like so scared and keep saying.."not mi..not mi...is suhadra.." den my sista went..."u hump ji lah..!" and we both went in heartland mall and all of dem (5 ppl) followed us inside..and lost us when we go to the 2nd level... haha..so mi and my sis went to change money and snowice...suhadra called again and said "herman wanna fight...where u all wanna meet?" and i said.." ok..ask him cum to minoshe or E2 (bra shop)" and suhadra sae..."okok" and out down...mi and my sis abt to walk out towards the bras shop and we saw dem and hide...at dis time, suhadra called mi and said.."herman will fight wif u all anywhere except E2 and minoshe..."so i said..."ok lor...wait outside the female toilet..."and they realli went outside the toilet...and suhadra called and sae.."oi..we outside liao.."and i sae..."go inside lah" and suhadra sae..."herman cannot wait liao..he waiting outside hangten" so mi and my sis walk and saw dem...den herman walk like so kind of retarded ah beng towards us...and he didnt sae anything and mi and my sis aso walk towards and my sis went "hump ji lah u..!" and herman still so scared...and he never sae anything..like wan to sae but cannot sae like tt...and mi and my sis went up to 3rd floor and my sis said.."i never see dis kinda guy b4" and he got nth to sae too...so he followed us all the wae to mini toons and my sis and i turned back and she said " oi..wat u wan lah..never see a guy like u..u damn hump ji can?!" and he sae.." sorri lah...u win..i lost.." and he walked away..SHOIK SIA...haha...after tt mi and my sis went to hougang dere the clinic and its closed!! haha...0600 den open again..so mi and my sis went to hougang mall and shop..i bought alot of things..haha...a necklace[$.1.90]...a pair of slippers.[$13.90]...hair bands[$1.00]...a track shirt.[$19.20]...comb[$0.40]..clothes[$18.00] and belt[$4.00?]..yupz.. and altogether spent abt $58.40...haha...after tt went to the clinic and called ren yi coz damn bored...my sis turn was damn fast...after tt went to heartland to shop more and ren yi sms mi i told him i went home when he going to the clinic to see the sick mi..but too bad i wasnt sick...unlucky..he cum down i go liao...haha...after shopping at heartland...went home and we saw my brother...we so bad!! ask him to carry everything..haha..but is all the light stuff...went home..pack thing and went online for a while..tok to yunlu on the phone and dere's a song call "jessica"!!! had a hard time finding it..but onli got one part of the song onli...found alot of song and saved in my media library...
I'M GONNA FIGHT WIF HERMAN GOH BOON PING...IF I LOST TO HIM..I AM NOT CALL JESSICA YIP!!
BOON PING = BULL PIG
YIPPE! exam finally finish alreadi..haha...going out wif my frends todae then go chalet...I'M FORCE TO GO...dun use the word force lah..coz i need to be a good gal and go...wonder how badly i will do for my exam...especially my geog! didnt study for tt subject...so lazy to studi...rather go and sleep...and so stupid todae...go to sku for like until 8:45am?! actualli can be earlier but teacher sae we r onli allow to leave sku at 8:45...then sleep...sleep...sleep and finally wake up around 11:30? ya...now listening to linkin park indian theory(in the end) heard alreadi wan to vomit...but its funni...so..hu cares?! SO TIRED! gwynna and faith still ask me to go out tmr...different ppl...then they dun wan to go together...if they not going together...then i aso dun wan to go..i onli haf one bodi..cannot divided into 2...[SORRI BUT TO DISAPPOINT YOU ALL LAH!] nowadaes i am like so happi...coz my maths got top in class...haha...and my mother is supposed to reward me wif a waterbottle when i got 4 trophy...and she sae unless she past by a shop...i rather buy my sef..i past by so mani times lor....gonna ask her for $$ todae liao...ok... got to get change and eat and pack my things and go out of my hse alreadi!
SO IRRITATING!!! iits meant to be a happi dae todae...but i am feeling super super super PISSED!! i wan to cry alreadi lor....cant u just give in to me once? even my b'dae u aso cannot give in to me....u practically just treat it as a PERFECTLY NORMAL DAE! i HATE U!
if u can read my mind and my heart...u will be able to see these...
1) STRESS
2) HURT
i am stress..coz of exam...while i am coping wif my exam...a gal gonna quit track and she said the main reason was me and i am giving her stress...wat the hell lor...SHE is the one giving me stress..she no brains ah...never think of hersef...never ask hersef wat she did...anywae...frm todae...dis minute...dis second onwards...i gonna treat every enemy i haf as stranger....exam giving me stress...shall listen to my kor...< sec 1 is a slacking year> so i gonna slack and stop studying for a dae...
HURT...i realli dun wanna sae and dunno how to sae...i may out a happi and cheerful smile wif me all dae...but deep down in my heart...u cant listen to the cracking of my heart into pieces but i can... u hurt me again again and again...everione is forcing me...i am hurt..not becoz of the truth but becoz of the truth behind it...if u realli care abt me...pls put ursef in my shoe and think how would u feel... wat i felt is like i am dog and a hp... used by u all so mani times just to help u...but i am not happi at all after helping...U dunno tt tit hurts me alot..U dunno anything...PLS THINK!! if u were me...wat will u feel?
